Everyday Systems

I agree. I spent so many years in pursuit of a certain body size, I missed a lot of life. I can't get it back, but I am in control of how I go on.

The closer I get to the end (not being morbid - just realistic) of my life, the less interested I am in those kinds of trade-offs in any part of it ...

I am an 'old' S-er but changed my name because I feel like the identity and goals I had when I started are not the same as they are now. I'm getting 'up there' in years - and when I look back over the years, worries about my weight (even when it was 'normal') tarnish so many memories and run through ...